Friendship Dilemna

You are a friend,philosopher and guide
But sometimes I feel you take me for a ride
Sometimes I am too demanding emotionally
Sometimes you are too giving that I do not even realize

You are often in your own world
Seem busy but actually free
But then why this view I always hold
You need ur space and ur privacy

But then why am I always so available
Why is it that when you want me I am always free
Am I too crazy or senti mental
or at times I just like to be

Why do I feel guilty sometimes
When I think, I think only of me
When I know before doing so,others mattered more to me
Am I too giving and that does not work
Or is it just my destiny

Expectations vary from person to person
I do the maximum I can
But demands never cease
Shoot me with a gun,in this life, I am not at ease